Forgive me,
I didn't see you there
supplicated at my feet,
worshiping fervently in my shadow.
How many times have I stepped on you?
Crushed you beneath me,
until all faith and hope oozed from your flattened spirit
How many times, I wonder.
Yet, you still lower yourself before me,
with eyes that shine bright with love
adoration,
do you idolize the pain?
Do you believe that someday,
somehow,
I will love you back?
If that is your wish,
it will never be fulfilled
you have proven your place,
your place in my cold shadow,
and I've grown fond of watching you freeze there.
I cant sleep. Hours pass me by, but they dont touch me.
Yesterday i went to bed at 6 in the morning
Hello, how do you do?
I have being missing you some
So much has happend lately, things you will probably never know
You have being haunting me in my dreams i would prefer you didnt do that
How is your trip? I hope this finds you well
Your dad looks lonely its heartbraking
I work now i need to get money somehow
I find myself with new things i would like to share with you everyday
I often forget them when i sit in front of the computer to write them down
Maybe they're not as important i just wish you were here
Remember Vanilla